I havnt posted in the last 3 days. AHH. okay

Yesterday HMM,

IT was not a very HAPPY DAY for me ): It was scary and SADDENING. YEA THATS THE WORD. I was actually trembling and totally didnt expect that i would cry. the last time i did that was like LAST YEAR end. So crying is so NOT NORMAL FOR ME. i didnt even know lah until someone told me my eyes were red and teary. And im SORRY to whoever i made sad ): REALLY!

Well, choir ended like 5.00 and had sectionals until like 5.30. THEN waited for sheena and Jovina to have dinner then had to rush for Talent Vogue. It was really confusing and i didnt know whether to have dinner or not and WELL I WAS ONE CONFUSED PERSON. AH anyway, went far east with Sheena, Jovina and Kayleigh and Sheena and i got takeaway from CHIPPY'S which always makes me happy (: FOOD is a good thing you know. Then Kayleigh waited for her mum and the rest of us had to rush back for TV concert. AHH its like the bus NEVER COMES when you're rushing. Then once we were there, we bought bubble tea and then waited for that person to tear our ticket.

AHH something terible happened.

Me: - Rummages through wallet frantically for TV ticket. Couldnt find it- AHHH sheena! i can't find my ticket!! HOWWW
Sheena: HAH? AHH VARSHA CHECK!!
Me: - Rummages even more frantically. FELT LIKE SUCH A LOSER. Its like one of those things that happen to one in a BAZILLION people and you dont want it ever to happen to you.- AHH i really can't find it!! OH MAN i had this terrible feeling that this would happen. But im pretty sure it was in my wallet during choir! UGH! -Continues searching everything-
Sheena: AHH how can this happen??
Me: OH MAN do you think that they will let me in without the ticket. I mean i paid and.. - plucks out activity card and opens activity card. FINDS TV TICKET FOLDED IN THE ACTIVITY CARD- oh here it is. HEHE. false alarm.

-We hand our tickets in to the prefect-
Prefect: Don't lose it okay.
Me: -Pout-

-Walks in with big bag. while walking i knock down the V thats spells Vogue on the notice board. HOW SMOOTH. Sheena helps me put it back (: -

Terrible. These things can only happen to me. ANYWAY, it was super cool the concert. Sat with Sam and fiona and pat and sheena. But then Jovina was not there ): cause i think she went in while the ticket fiasco was happening and thought we went missing. ANYWAY, the concert was funny!

AHH sixuan, guiqi and carolyn are so cute on stage. Then we saw their HOT MAMAs auditions on the screen before the concert started and i was like HAHAHA. yay THEY rock. but the MIKES HAD PROBLEMS ):

THEN we were like watching the teacher performances, everyone was clapping and doing hand wave-y things, like totally into the performance and when i turned around and saw sam, she was... EATING A BURGER. HOW RANDOM CAN SHE GET?! AH anyway. it was fun lah. In the end i realised yesterday was not such a bad day after all (:

Then today had sectionals at 6.15 again. IM ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE THERE and today guess what. I came even before the security guard came today. That must be like a first in rgs HISTORY.

ah WELL. anyway we were like discussing costumes and stuff cause today was supposed to be full dress rehearsal and stuffs. I DIDNT HAVE LIKE ANY OF THE COSTUMES TWOS NEEDED! So in the end i wore my black tank and kayleigh's MOM's cardigan and skirt. And kayleigh said i looked like her MUM and Sam said i look like a AMMA. That's so flattering ): But then i wore those NEON GREEN SUNGLASSES thingums and then i looked ike a FUNKY amma. THATS better i guess. AHH I LOVE THOSE THINGS they are so CUTE (:

Well, WE FINALLY LEARNT SUMMER NIGHTS. haha its a super fun song! and as sam puts it, it involves 2 gay dannys. WHICH is slightly disturbing cause we are friends of gay dannys. But i LOVE choreo of grease its quite entertaining. YAY.

Today, some of the sec ones asked me and chloe if we wanted to be conductors. AND they were like does everyone in your batch want to be conductors, other than us. WHERE DID THEY GET THE IDEA WE WANT TO BE CONDUCTORS?? haha. but we didnt really say anything. it was like dont know kind of thing. OKAY that reminds me of interviews.

OH MAN busking was not done today cause not many people were there. ANYWAY. WE BOUGHT OUR SUSPENDERS!! soo, all we have left is like coloured shirts and top hats. GOTTA GET THEM BY MONDAY!!

Okay, the thought of every choir practice flying by so quickly is really making me feel HORRIBLE. Its like this terrible feeling. Then when we were listening to sec FOUR busking today, me and chloe were like AHHH THIS MISERABLE SADDENING FEELING, wanna cry KINDA feeling. I can imagine what they're going through 0: AHH then i was like MOPING AROUND THE CHOIR ROOM AFTER MS LOO SAID CHOIR DISMISSED. and randomly playing warmups on the piano.

WHYYY??